Not a good day today. Have been in a bad mood. I have no idea why. We didn't watch the super bowl last night if anyone is curious. We have no means by which to watch the super bowl. Kirk didnt get off work until 6p anyways. Kirk and I have been fighting today like crazy. I dont know why. Mostly about him working all the time and money. Been pretty depressed this weekend. I hung out with Bekah yesterday. Got material to make a dress for her birthday. Kirk doesnt want me to get another dress for her birthday party. The dress that im making is for her and me going out and getting cotton candy cosmos at o'charley's. She wants like a little black dress thing for her actual bday party. Another thing that doesnt help the situation is that i simply can not talk without yelling and screaming if im mad, so usually i wont talk about the situation until i've calmed down. well....that usually takes a while. This time Kirk had to leave for a meeting for work before i was over it and now i have to wait until 4pm to talk to him about it.

anyways. i have no motivation today. trying to get the gumption up to work on my new dress but i just wanna talk to kirk. guess im not gonna get anything done until that happens. its gonna be pretty though. bright purple and emerald green! woohoo!!! great big a line, full and tiers. I'll prob wear it until it falls apart.

Guess i'm gonna get off here and see if i can do something to combat the depression today. bye!